New Year...Same Old Crap

We wish you a merry Christmas and an oh f*** it's a NEW YEAR!!!
My New Year's Resolution were as follows:to not binge; to not purge; to lose 20 pounds.
I broke the first and chewed and spit my way through 50,000 calories in 3 days.
But I WILL keep the last two. Purging doesn't work for me. And that sucks. Because the one thing I am good at, as I no longer need my fingers, is the one thing that doesn't work!
If you are anything like me you welcome the end of a new year and pray to GOD that the next year will be better.
Also, if you are like the old me, you will be disappointed if it doesn't.
The new me isn't like that. My current diet, I will need to PERMANENTLY stick to. Because on January 1st I was 215.8 pounds. It is the 4th and I am 206.4. My size 34/36 pants would be fat on a DUDE!
Not only has it officially been a year since I first started being "funny" with food, it is also a year LOST!

Oh well, enough about that crap...just had to let that out.

We are getting snow and "operating on a 2 hour delay." So on top of the above mentioned, it is slicker than snake snot outside with a wind chill of 13 degrees.